Hi PJ and the rest of the guys. I just want to share my personal story here. I am struggling with such fetishism since my 10 for some reason. Past few years, something happened to me (not enough room for all the details here) that made me realize that these kind of stuff are just plain wrong... I am still struggling from time to time and take peeks, but each time after I feel terrible like I have diasgraced my human nature. This is not normal guys... I tried to be closer to God after I decided to cut these thinga out of my life and I realized He still loves me and more than anything. He calms my soul and His patience is unparalleled...
PJ please, if these are indeed your final moments, find some time for yourself to clear out your thoughs and talk to Him...
He made me realize that my issues came from a movie I've seen (Attack of the 50ft woman) when I was young and it had stuck to my mind for long enough... Please people find your triggering point and reconsider...
I will probably get a lot of hate for that but I just felt I needed to share my experiences to everyone...
Peace out...
PJ may God be with you always!!